Does my love matter?
So long whats the matter?
For deep within i can feel my soul battling with my flesh
Loosening all tight knots

Love and feelings all pulling in different directions
Inside my mind and heart is pain and peace in diversion 
I'm so terrified
My feelings are slowly fading and I can't help it 
Icondo yami ithi mina nawe asifane
Kodwa inhliziyo ithi sifanelene
You unleashed my broken insecurities for the world to see
Deep inside I feel nothing except the love that gave you a chance

Each night the stars set upon the sky
Is me wondering in my thoughts
I feel so worthless in my existance
Will loving you ever be enough?
I feel so unimportant in most spaces
That can't fill the space in my heart
I'm so frightened by my dying feelings
I can't handle the type of a person am
Sometime the give up thought attacks my mind
All credits to the love warrior in me I'm still fighting
But until when?

When the sky fall i cringe
That crave of acceptance adopted me
Though i never felt like i belong
For I believe in adressing matters that unsettle my peace 
For my insecurities to find closure
But is so sad that my words to you is a push to the top
Thats why im so shatterd that
One day I might wake up with my feelings escaped from the paradise
As of your doings and my insecurities
For my feelings i am frightened 
By your love I am brightened. 
~TLHOGIINKWORDS~