I hate the way I suddenly smile when i hear from you

The satisfaction that hit every piece of my broken heart

Broke by you without hesitation
I gave you so many chances

And you couldn't miss every chance to break me 

I hate how my heart still chooses you

I hate how my mind is still attached to your image

I hate it... 

How my world suddenly falls into place

Whenever I hear a word from you
I hate how my heart is bleeding but still loves you

How i wish I could just hate you
And i hate that i can't

Eight times i walked away
I hate times i couldn't find a way

A way to forget about you

I hate how it feels so unreal when I call someone else "THE LOVE OF MY LIFE" 

I hate how it feel so wrong when I think about someone else

I hate it 

When i recall that you are the source of every inch of pain in my body

Both physically and emotionally 

My pillow just drown in tears 
Where i lay my head every night to sleep yet I still dream about i hate 

I hate it 
I hate the dreams 
I hate the memories 
I hate every scar that you left 
You've done everything for me to hate you but still I couldn't 
And i hate it... 
Only if I could reverse time 

#Tlhogi 
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